If You Feel So Walked On, So Painful, So Pissed Off

Hung out with K, B, and Venom some more! It was fun, we watched South Park and talked about Harry Potter. K also invited me to go on a double date sometime, but he doesn't know when yet. xD So that should be pretty awesome.

C's brother was hurt at school today. They were playing flag football in P.E. and C's brother and another kid smacked their heads together while going for an interception. C's brother started having a seizure and puking, so my little sister took control and was like, "You call 911, you go for help, you stay with [C's brother], and I'll help the other kid." She did a really good job, but it freaked her out.

I'm worried too. I mean, for two years the kid was like MY brother, because I was so close to C's family. But now I can't even really find out how he's doing, because C would freak out if I contacted his family at all. So I have to wait for news to come through the grapevine to my sister. Nerve-wracking. I just hope he's okay, getting hit in the head and then having a seizure are not good things. At all.

So I'm worried about that, but I'm also happy from hanging out with K. It was very nice. He smells good. I'm still... well, physically I'm comfortable, he's just warm and huggy and comforting. And he's funny and nice, so I like that. I'm just... well. Messed up in the emotional department a little. I have to remember to go slow. Slow. Which is just hard because physically I'm comfortable. Which is weird, I usually get nervous and start shaking when I hug a new guy. xD W called me a "bunny rabbit, because you shake when you're nervous but if I hold you tight you calm down." I guess that's a good description.

Basically, I have no idea. Like, seriously, I don't know what I'm thinking or feeling half the time. I just need to be careful and go with it, I guess.

I am so timid. "I guess. Well. I'm still... I just hope." <- Words of a timid, anxious person.

Anyway, it is definitely bedtime.

26 down, 2 to go! :D