Woo!

So I hung out with my friend Tabby today! She's pretty much the happiest person I know, and it always cheers me up to hang out with her. She's just so... happy! All the time! xD

Anyway, so last night I went to a dance. B was there, and we danced. I was super, super nervous. Like, nervous enough to not look him in the eye while we danced. >.< I just... I dunno. It's hard, for me. I get so anxious about things. I worry that I might do something wrong. I'm not even sure I like B like that right now. Really, I'd like to have a chance to dance with A.

I'd like a lot of things.

I want to talk to C, I want to know what the heck is up with W, I want to be able to talk to A without freaking out, I'd like to know what I think about B... Ugh. There's just a lot. Braincake, I call it. Because it's like my brain is mixing a cake, and each thing I think about is one of the ingredients.

HAHA, surprise ingredient. Boy J, who I didn't mention before. He's had a crush on me since middle school, and I'm pretty sure he still does. He keeps talking to me. And 'accidentally' saying 'love ya.' Like, four or five times. Once is an accident. More than that... no. I don't really like him that way, and I never really have. I don't want to hurt his feelings or anything, but... I dunno. It's just like, one more ingredient in the braincake.

Also! New boy alert. Boy... Uh, we'll just call him Boy E. E is a guy that I have kind of known for a few years. By 'kind of known' I mean like, we saw each other at school sometimes because we had mutual friends. Anyway, lately he's been commenting on a lot of my Facebook posts, and he wrote on my wall that I was attractive. And with him, you don't know if he's just saying it to be nice, or if he means that he likes you. So I don't even know! D:

Grah. Boys.

Really. Right now. I just want a chance with A. But I don't even know if he even thinks about me as a girl, and not just 'one of the guys.' And I'm too much of a coward to do anything about it. xP