Scars And Stripes Forever, In Need Of Change I Can't Resist

Well.

So much has happened since my last blog post. xD I just haven't really felt like writing, for some reason.

Biggest news: I'm now dating B. Facebook official, even! xD We'd been talking a lot about it, and one night we were both feeling kinda down. He said he just wanted a chance, that he'd be more hurt if we didn't try to go for SOMETHING, at least.

I explained to him that I like him, that I wanted to try something with him, but that I was just afraid of hurting him. Mostly because I still like A and W. But I explained that A has no interest and W is very much taken. I told him I just have a major crush on A, but am a little bit in love with W. Again, I explained that A is not interested and that I wouldn't do anything to take W from his girlfriend, because she's awesome.

Then I told him that I would understand if he didn't want to hang out anymore, or if he still wanted to try something. I left it up to him. He said of course he still wanted to try. Then he said, "I really want to kiss you right now."

"That's okay, I want to kiss you too."

So we kissed. And DANG is he a good kisser. xD

Then we were just in some kind of awkward pseudo-dating stage for a while, and people kept asking if we were "official." So we talked about it, and I brought up my issues again, and he said he didn't care, and he asked me to go out with him.

So I said yes. And there you have it. I have a boyfriend. It feels strange to say that. A good strange.

Anyway, I'm kind of exhausted, so I'm just going to sum everything else up as fast as I can.

I got an awesome haircut! Super short and awesome. Gah. I love it so much. I keep talking about it.

D got his ticket for the Breaking Benjamin concert, and A decided he's gonna come too! :D Gonna be the best three/four day road trip of my life. Those guys just crack me up.

Had a party the other day, got to see a bunch of my highschooler friends that I hadn't seen for a while! W and Jonag and Chaos' brother Beau schooled us in Brawl and Halo. xD

Got another letter from Z today, that kid is so awesome. I have a letter, postmarked from Germany, that is addressed to "Audrizzle Higginson." So so so cool. xD I miss him tons, and I'm gonna write to him always!

Basically this week has been super awesome. Tomorrow should be great too, gonna go see Kick Ass with B and then go to work and then go to a dance! :D Fun times!

Anyway, grood night, blogsters. :D