Okay, Seriously, What's the Deal?

Okay. I'm 5'11", skinny, gorgeous, smart, funny, nice, I play video games, I put up with a lot of stuff most girls wouldn't, I'm totally laid back. So why in the world am I sitting at home alone on a Friday night? Oh yeah, because I'm cripplingly shy. And for some reason, the guys I like either like another girl more than me, or they just like me as a friend. Yeah, sure, there are guys who like me, but they're not the ones that I like. So... what? I'm doing something wrong, to make the guys I like not like me? I'm not as good as some other girl? Some other girl who will boss guys around and make them do all kinds of stupid stuff, and control them, and not play games with them, and not give them any free time, and take over their freaking lives? WTF is up with that?!

Just.

Gah.

Whatever.

Screw it. I'll just sit at home with my family, looking totally gorgeous because I thought I might get to hang out with someone.

Secretly, I'll be hoping someone will call or text or MSN me and tell me to hang out. But it's doubful. W's at a birthday party, D's at work, B's up north, and A was maybe going to a movie with someone. Ali's at work, The Twins are going to some kind of play or something.

And I'm just the loser sitting at home.