Butterflies

Okay, if you've been reading up to now, this post is going to come out of nowhere. Kinda came out of nowhere for me, too.

Okay, so. D's best friend T lives in the dorms on campus. I've known T since middle school, but we've never really been friends. So one day I'm sitting in the school cafe, eating lunch with D, when T and his roommate N join us. Almost immediately I was like, "Wow, who's the hottie with T?" We all ate lunch together, then walked back to T and N's apartment and hung out for a few minutes. Few days later, D tells me that N wants my number. I was kinda like, "Why didn't you tell me sooner?!" and D goes, "I didn't think you would think he was cute."

Anyway, so I kinda saw him a couple more times, eating with T, but we didn't ever really talk. Then, yesterday, I was eating with D when N and his Annoying Friend come in. They sat at the table next to us, and when D had to go to class, they invited me to sit with them. We talked for a while and ended up hanging out the whole day. I was flirting with N the whole time, and pretty much ignoring AF. We had a pillow fight. It was a blast.

It gets to be time for me to go to my night class, and AF goes, "Let's all exchange numbers!" So we did. Now, I wanted to give my number to N, but not so much AF. But he got it. He ended up calling me twice that night, and leaving a voice mail (all ignored). Anyway, I talked to N on Facebook that night, and he tells me how annoyed he was with AF, and we decide to hang out without AF. Flirting all the while, of course.

So today, I went to lunch with D, and then N texts me and invites me over. Of course, I go over. We played some games on the computer, and talked for a long time. Then he had to go to auto and I had to go to a ballroom lab.

Then! After his auto class he was leaving to go home for the weekend, to Mesquite. So at about eleven he texts me and says "Wow the stars look amazing here" (!!!) So I say, "Lucky, I love looking at the stars."

"Me to. Maybe one night we could get some blankets and go look at the stars."

Basically, I was freaking out in nervous excitement. We flirted more, we talked about how D and T want us to hook up and how that wouldn't be such a bad idea, we talked about how T thought we were making out today and how we don't want to disappoint him...

Unfortunately, he doesn't get back from Mesquite until Sunday night, so I won't see him until Monday. But I'm sure we'll be texting.

Really, the butterflies in my stomach are on something, because they are spazzing. Nervous excitement is fun.

As for the other boys, A is bummed because his best friend is leaving for a couple weeks. Might FINALLY get to hang out with him, if he's not being a punk. He's going to Cali this weekend though, so not for a while at least.

W. Man, he's so helpful. I never realized it until last night. He's always pushing me to do things I'm afraid of, or to do things he knows will help. He can be a bit of a d-bag about it, but I realize now that it's for my own good. He said that he's tried to help a lot of shy people like me, but I'm the only one he can stand to hang out with because I actually get it. So that's good. I also used the word pissy when I was talking to him. (Always fun.)

Gonna try and have a party (maybe bowling?) to hook up B and Chaos on Saturday, after B gets back from Vegas. Although I might postpone it until N gets back. That would be fun. :D

Pretty much, I feel so much happier than I did just days ago. Yay!