It's Not Healthy, It's What Makes You Right

I'm so sick of not talking to C. It kills me, seeing him almost every day, and him not talking to me. I want to tell him about Zombieland, which was an awesome movie I know he would love. I want to play video games with him. I want to talk to him. That's all. I just want to be friends again. I hate not talking to him. I hate it. I miss him.

I've been talking to A more, but mostly about the girl he likes, which is weird. He says she doesn't really want a boyfriend, but I think he's trying to change her mind. It's hard to talk to him about it when really I just want to be like, "Dude. I have a crush on you. I'm totally available." But I don't, because I'm like, 90% sure he doesn't think about me like that.

W is being weird, as usual. I don't even know what his deal is. Whatever.

Still trying to get B and Chaos to hang out, but my sisters have been sick this week, so I couldn't have a party. Now I think I'm sick, so I still can't have a party.

Life sucks sometimes.