What Do You Want From Me?

So, hanging out at D's house with him and A right now. Pretty awesome. They're playing Army of Two: 40th Day, which is pretty cool. Shoot-em-up. A keeps dying, and D keeps knifing people in the face.

Had a dream about C last night again, woke up crying, blah blah blah. I'm gonna get a hug from D (and A, if possible) before I leave, so that should make me feel better.

I sold D's scooter to a girl I work with, so he bought me lunch and he basically owes me his life twice over now. But he's still un-wingman'd.

I got a bunch of stuff in the mail today! I got another letter from Z, who is an awesome awesome guy. I think I'm gonna try and send him a package with some Hot Tamales in it for next week, 'cause he says he really misses them.

Also I got the jeans and sweater I ordered from Victoria's Secret. The jeans are fantastic, super long and awesome. The sweater is also awesome, but it's one shoulder so I have to sneak it around people for now. Once I move out I'm in the clear, though.

The last thing I got was some ear cuff things I ordered. They make it look like my ears are pierced up on top. Super cool.

A just killed a grenadier by shooting his grenades. Heh heh.

Boys are still meh, although just sitting near A is making me feel better. Even though I know I don't really have a chance with him at all. Oh well. He's still a super cool guy, and I feel better whenever I'm around my guyfriends.

They just smell good. Which is why I've been sleeping in a t-shirt of D's lately. Although apparently it doesn't keep the dreams away all the time.

Seriously that dream last night sucked. Which is why I'm still over here, instead of home like I should have been probably an hour and a half ago. I don't like going home, going to sleep all alone in my bed.

Yeah, a good hug would be nice. I really gotta get one from at least one of these guys before I leave tonight.

P.S. Mountain Dew Voltage is awesome.