Of Course

ha ha, joke's on me again

really? every time?

what the hell is wrong with me

The Way You Make Me Feel Will Never Leave My Mind

"a, you are so random"

"deal with it"

"always. until i get sick of you"

"never"

"why not?"

"......"

At least he knows I'll never be sick of him. Although sometimes I get a little frustrated with him and D, like when they're both texting me exactly the same thing so I know they're together (or talking behind my back) and didn't invite me. Which they did tonight. The things they were saying were hilarious though. And made no sense. I think they were taking turns answering what I said to them, 'cause I replied different things to each of them. There was a "Friendship is Magic" reference that I'm pretty sure A slipped in there. Awesome.

Also, today I was driving to work and a clock at the side of the road said it was 11:11! Time to make a wish. So I wished A would text me 'cause I love talking to him. And like TWO SECONDS later, I got a text from him. It just said:

"sad"

"what's sad?"

"i don't remember sending that"

He stubbornly refused to believe that he had sent the text, even though it appeared on my phone with his picture next to it. So yeah, that was random. But we ended up talking the whole day. :D

ALSO tomorrow/today I have to help my mom sew my MAID OF HONOUR dress for my aunt K's wedding in ENGLAND. Yeah. Awesome. One week, I'll be leaving. CRAZY. So intense. D:

I'll miss ridiculous conversations with A. haha.

I Miss The Long Drives, The Car Rides

So dudes and dudettes! I realized that I didn't put some things in here.

Birthday times! I had an okay party, there was some crappy drama that went on, but WHATEVS my real birthday was 20% cooler anyway. Real birthday I hung out with Ali and D, we went to a movie and an arcade and got food and had pictures in one of those picture booth things. Then after all that excitement, we went to D's house for video games and A came over! So I got to see him on my birthday! He even gave me a present called: He let me sit shotgun in D's car even though he called SHOTGUN FOREVER.

Speaking of birthdays and A, his birthday was not too long ago. I asked him what we were going to do for his birthday about a week before, and he informed me that we were going to Pizza Factory and Antigravity (a place FILLED with trampolines) and then playing video games on the day before his birthday. I asked about his real birthday and found out he had to work. So I told him I'd have to bring his present to him at work.

He hates surprises, so he immediately asked "What is it?"

I refused to tell him. Haha! I told him it was blue and shiny. He was frustrated and it was hilarious. It was awesome to (kind of) have the upper hand for once! I told him he'd love the surprise and he'd just have to be patient.

So this is what I got him:
-A Star Wars card that said "A long long long time ago... you were born."
-A blue lightsaber stylus for his DS.
-A ribbon with Yoda on it that said "Birthday Jedi Knight"
-A My Little Pony (Fluttershy)
-A CD binder to keep his games in
-Some Reese's Minis
-A shiny blue bag to put it all in

I dropped it off to him at his work before I had to go to work, and when I went on my break and checked my phone, this is the text I found from him:

"best presents ever!!!!"

Needless to say, that made my day. :D I love making him happy, or making him laugh, or anything. It makes me happy!

Anyway it's 4 a.m. and I should really go to sleep. D:

Think Of You Later In My Empty Room

But I, I will fall asleep alone.

I'm going to miss you like crazy while I'm in England. Maybe I'll have to convince you to be Facebook friends with me just for two weeks so I'll have some way to contact you. Sure, I'll be having an amazing time in a foreign country, but every time something happens, my first instinct is going to be to text you. No ridiculous arguments for two weeks? I don't think I can stand it!

Thank you. Thank you for actually caring. Even if you don't say it, I know you mean it.

Two weeks without talking to you will drive me insane, I'll have to figure something out. Super-long-distance-carrier-pigeons-GO!

I just hope you're listening to everything I'm saying.

Just One Chance, One Kiss, Just In Case There's Just One Left (A Letter)

Somehow you made it okay to hear that song again.

Part of me doesn't want you to leave on your mission, because I'll miss you too much. I'll only have D and Z here, and they both have girls and lives and... well, nobody texts like you do. But most of me wants you to go on your mission, because it's what's right for you, it's important to you and your family, and it'll be a great experience. I'll write to you all the time, I swear. And of course you have to leave sometime so I get my turn with our 3DS.

I'll miss you like crazy though. You better write back whenever you can. I don't know what I'll do if you don't.

I've liked you for two years, what's two more?

Luna Won't You Cry For Me

It's been a while.

W leaves for his mission tomorrow, I had to say goodbye tonight. I'm going to miss him a ton, but I'll write him a lot and hopefully his mission will pass as fast as Z's is.

A confuses me. We hang out and text a lot, and we have a lot of fun. He's usually a little flirty, which just confuses me more since he still apparently refuses to date me. Even though he occasionally mentions it. Confusing. I'm going to be going back to church(!) in his ward, because somehow we got dragged into a competition about it. He said he wouldn't tell anyone when his mission farewell is, so I said I'd just go to his ward every week. He doubted me, and I love proving him wrong. So I told him I'm going to win this one, 'cause I can totally go to church in his ward when I don't work. And he said "if i can get you to go to church every week i consider that a win for me."

So I guess it's a win-win situation. I just wish he would give me a chance, heck, one date would be nice. But I'll keep waiting to see.

In other news, A got me hooked on My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic. It's made by the creators of Powerpuff Girls and Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends, and it is FANTASTIC. Seriously, I'm a little obsessed. The title of this post actually comes from a fan-made song based on the series. Yup, I'm a total nerd.

Anyway, that's all I feel like writing right now, so see you later everypony!