Best Party Ever

Okay. Star Wars party. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AWESOME. We started at about eight forty five with The Phantom Menace, then Attack of the Clones, and then Clone Wars, Revenge of the Sith, A New Hope, The Empire Strikes Back, and finally Return of the Jedi. Seven movies. Approximately fourteen hours. A bag of Skittles, four pizzas, a bag of Doritos, numerous water bottles, and a pack of Tootsie Rolls, not to mention various other snacks. Star Wars action figures. Star Wars posters. Star Wars Legos. Star Wars video games. Lightsaber battles. Star Wars discussions.

Basically, the nerdiest day ever. And it was AWESOME. It was just me and Z for the first couple movies, then Jonag showed up, then W and his girlfriend came, and then Z's friend Stylin'. (Which is how I'm spelling his name.) At the very end OO showed up, too.

It's so much sadder to watch Darth Vader die when you've just seen his whole story. I cried a tiny bit. D:

So not only was it the best party ever, but it was fun to see W. It was weird, he kind of ignored his girlfriend a lot. Which I guess is fine with me, because if he ends up with no girlfriend I am so all over that. Which is bad of me to think. But. Ha ha. You know. Most of the guys I like end up with girlfriends, so I'm bound to think it sometime. I'm pretty sure he talked to me more than he talked to her, although that may have been because she didn't seem like a Star Wars fan. And he gave me a hug after he carried my TV back to the van for me. Yeah. HE gave ME a hug. So that was awesome. But I guess I just have to see what happens. xD AS USUAL! :D

Also, A decided to finally respond to my Facebook chat message that I always send, so maybe he's snapping out of whatever was up. I hate seeing my friends pull away from people. :/

Anyway, that's all I've got to say for now.

(Best party ever.)

Z

So, Z is awesome. This post is all for you, bro. He discovered my blog and my life hasn't been the same since. He just takes the time to hang out with me and ask me what's up and see if I'm okay. He even wrote a message to C trying to get him to snap out of his "I'm going to ignore all my friends and just hang out with BF!" phase. I've been trying to get someone else to do this for ages, and Z just did it. I hope it works, but even if it doesn't, at least we tried.

Anyway, yesterday we totally made a ton of cookies, plus cupcakes and a cake for OO. It was awesome. And we just talked about our friends and life and stuff like that. Awesome times. Plus he gave me a mix CD of some sick techno beats.

Also, ZOO is the cutest couple ever. Like seriously you guys, you make like... baby seals jealous. And those are cute. I better get an invitation to that wedding in Germany!

Basically, Z, I love you bro. You're like the awesome brotherfriend that every girl who doesn't have a brother wants to have. Thanks for being awesome.

P.S. STAR WARS PARTY SATURDAY. SO PSYCHED. :D

P.P.S. I got a job at JCPenny! :D

One Long Nightmare

I see ghosts. Not the kind that most people think of. I see ghosts of him. Lying in my bed, his hair messed up on my pillow. Sitting on my couch, laughing. At my kitchen table, bent over homework. Walking around the neighborhood. At my front door, grinning. In the mirror, just behind me. At our friend's house, just around a corner. I hear his footsteps coming up behind me, expect to feel his arms wrap around me. I hear his voice, just out of range, fading in and out all around me. I hear him singing along to my music in the car. I feel him next to me when I wake up. I can hear him breathing on the phone in between rings. I swear that when I walk out of my house, he'll be waiting. I smell him on my blanket, in my clothes, on my skin. I taste him on the tip of my tongue when I wake from dreams.

I cry because they are only ghosts.

A Party a Day Keeps the Boredom Away

Seriously, awesome parties today. And last night. Snuck out again at like midnight to go to Z's with him and Jonag and watched some That 70's Show. It was pretty awesome.

Then today I cleaned the house and stuff. After that it was time for partying! First it was to Tabby's house for her going away party. We played some video games and stuff, but I didn't really know anyone there. Then I went home and cleaned some more in preparation for Z's awesome party!

First we all met at Smith's and Scooter Squadron'd up the Boulevard to Nielsen's Frozen Custard, where A proceeded to tell us all to get out. We did, after we got our custard. Then it was back up to Smith's to get in our cars and head for Z's house. I picked up Jonag on the way. We just chillaxed for a while, waiting for people to return so we could supposedly go to Wal*Mart or something. We ended up watching even more That 70's Show (awesome) until C and BF showed up. Gah.

I mean, at least he said hi to me. But that was about it for direct conversation. A little more would have been nice. Honestly, I just wanted to ask him about Zombieland, but I guess I'm too afraid to talk to him until he talks to me first so I know he doesn't mind it. Anyway, nothing too bad (I guess).

So then we were gonna get in the hot tub after some pizza and games, but it wasn't hot. So we were all in our swimsuits just sitting around. We talked for a while and got some more incriminating pictures of the boys. Then some of the guys headed for In N' Out, and the rest of us went home. Pretty awesome party!

Can't wait for next weekend! Gonna be so full of party. ALL STAR WARS ALL DAY PARTY. Still mostly excited for that. Basically I can't wait. I even put up my Darth Vader poster in preparation. The one that's been sitting in my closet since I was like, eight. Awesome.

Basically if I continue on it'll just be ranting, so I think I'll stop here! For a summary of the ranting, read on, otherwise, just exit. Summary: I like boys. The boys I like do not return the feeling. I am lonely. THE END.

A Hat!

Yeah, wearin' a hat today. Bad hair day. xD

Well, I watched G.I. Joe today with my family and Jonag. He was bored so I went and picked him up to watch the movie with us. It was a pretty cool movie! Lots of explosions and "mayhem throughout." That's what the little ratings box said. Awesome.

Talked to Z for a long time last night, good stuff. He's a pretty cool guy. Can't wait for the parties the next couple weekends! :D

So, boys. I don't really know what I think about them right now. I mean, I love Jonag and Z and D, my bro-friends, but guys that I like... ugh. I feel like giving up sometimes, because they always end up with other girls. Totally lame. So I don't even know.

Basically... WHATEVER. xD

Tomorrow should be... interesting. November 6th. :/ Three years from the first time C and I got together. Hopefully I can just hang out with people all day and not think about it. xD

Anyway, yeah. That's about it. Laters, blog-readers!

Woo, November.

It's November. Kind of a lame month, usually. I mean, yeah, Thanksgiving and whatever. But it's just kind of a boring, cold month.

BUT THIS NOVEMBER WILL BE EPIC. LEGENDARY. Mostly because Z has a Mission Bucket List that he wants to complete before he leaves. It includes such things as the Star Wars party (totally freaking excited), and other fun activities that will be a blast. So... awesome.

Anyway, other than the parties, not much exciting going on. Except I randomly had a "look at pictures of Yami Bakura" day. Found a couple good ones, too.
Super cute.

But that's about it! These posts will get more exciting as the parties start happening. xD

I'm a Big Kid Now!

Quick update to let you guys know that I just got back from sneaking out to go to Wal*Mart with Ammon, Jonag, and Z. It was my first time ever sneaking out to go somewhere! I feel awesome, basically. They picked me up and dropped me off. Wal*Mart is weird at three in the morning.

Also! Next Saturday. We're going to Z's to watch ALL OF THE STAR WARS MOVIES IN ONE DAY. I have been waiting to do this for over a DECADE. I am SO FREAKING EXCITED it is not even funny. I am going to dress like a Jedi and everything. It's going to take from like eight in the morning to midnight. PURE AWESOME.

Anyway, my stomach is yelling at me to either eat or sleep, so I think I will sleep.

Prepare for Trouble!

So, Halloween. Basically it's the best holiday ever, other than my birthday and Christmas. I had a sweet party!

The fun started when me and Jessi went to the college football game to enter the costume contest with Pickle, Kat, and Kasey, who were dressed up as Pikachu, Ash, and Brock, respectively. We didn't win, but we think that's just 'cause the cheerleaders never watched Pokemon and they chose the winners. Then we went back home to start the party. Katrina was the first to arrive, dressed as Princess Peach. Then came Jonah, my really tall little brother from another mother. We had Jessi draw a bunch of Pokemon so we could have a scavenger hunt! We hid them all around the house.

The the party really got going. We ended up having a ton of people. Let me see if I can remember them all. Katrina, Jonah, Porter, Doug, Doug's girlfriend, Frizface, Pickle, Kat, Kasey, Chaos, Beau, Ammon, B, LeVaughn, D, Jessi, Kirsten, Celestial, and also ZOO showed up for a few minutes. It was a rocking party, basically. I think that was everyone who came. And they are all awesome!

We talked for a long time, played Catchphrase and Curses, and then Friz and Ammon went over to Z's house to watch "Drag Me to H Word" as Z called it. B and LeVaughn (B's friend) went to catch a movie, and Porter, Doug, and Doug's girlfriend left because their ride got there. The rest of us went upstairs to watch an episode of Supernatural, which was pretty funny. We would have all gone over to Z's house, but some of us are terrified of scary movies, and the rest of us didn't know Z very well.

Anyway, the party was basically a huge success with homemade doughnuts and everything. Everyone had a lot of fun, I believe!

Anyway, here are our Team Rocket costumes. More pictures will probably come later. We're going to do some kind of photo shoot.


Also, the other day I was walking along at the college, when I found this in the sidewalk:


Yeah! A stick figure man! Just in a crack in the sidewalk! Pretty awesome, huh?